I am so torn because I am grateful I have a job, but I hate it and am counting down until I have a good excuse to quit...which brings me to my dilemma.
I should probably stay here and work because I can.
I want to quit my job, go home, and spend time with my family. However, I would like to keep earning money and it is harder for me to find a job (and even worse, a temporary one) back home.
But if I stay, I would have to pay rent and keep living in this ghetto apartment that I have been ready to leave for months now. However, my friends are already planning camping trips and fun things to do during Spring. But I really miss my cats, my family, and Texas. I am sick of Provo. I want to change majors again, so all my classes seem irrelevant right now. However, I could stay here and have this bishop that I love help me with my mission papers. And stay here while my dermatologist monitors my Acutane. But I wouldn't mind just doing those things back home. Basically, I feel like I could do most of the things I want at either place. But it's a matter of working and earning money, or being free and saving money.
Are my desires just selfish? Would it be ok to go home? Should I suck it up? Should I try to find a different job (I have been...but I could keep trying)?
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Come home, visit for a week to get it out of your system, then go back to freedom and independence.
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